January 2011
87 posts
“what if i don’t want other sluts?”
cheer up shadow, you've got to keep the weight
trying to look up the definition of unkind words with blurred eyes.
roughly 8 hours til a new kind of boredom sets in. nothing meaningful to look forward to, a day of ridicule and coronation chicken. and then back to my meaningless ways of drinking, shit tv and copious amounts of mushrooms.
can’t deal with ordinary. i’d prefer a lunchtime of drunken laughter than anything else i could be given.
and it started with waking up late, a consistent (but not unfounded) sickening feeling in my stomach and pain in my wrists. forever running for trains, furious fumes.
late again.
vodka to hide myself, submarine-like. at least you like magic stars, even if you don’t like my drinking. another lecture spent silently pretending to care. another 2 hours spent silently pretending i belonged...
and it starts like:: the list of everything →
fuckyeahjohnnyforeigner:
and it starts like: capn jazz, the most serene republic, broken social scene, film school, bloc party, up up down down left right left right b a start, death cab for cutie, dismemberment plan, voo, explosions in the sky, the girll in brighton who danced to joan of arc, joan of arc, owls, make…
“The first time I saw you I knew it would never last; I’m not half what I wish I...”
– Pitseleh by Elliott Smith from 1998’s XO. (via romeplows)
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why am i even at university
got 4 effing c’s at a level
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-1-9) →
Johnny Foreigner (11)
Bright Eyes (11)
Modest Mouse (5)
Frightened Rabbit (4)
The Cribs (3)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
cry, pussy, cry.
chocolate christmas tree.
Laurie says (23:21): you are roughly the human...
romeplows:
Letting TV numb me before I go to sleep, so I’m not awake all night wishing I was dead.
going 4 the insecure and unconventional since 2006
I have now officially renamed Valentines Day
d-rad:
to National Crywank Day.
The only day of the year its acceptable
why? WHY?
cos i want to fuck, that’s fucking why.
josh is out, lorry said no to turkish boy. me n...
FAJITAS!
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“cuttings a tricky thing to talk about. its way private, more private than drugs or sex or whatever, and a part of u feels like you HAVE to tell someone. but even if you do, its not going to change anything. and you know that. and you know that you’re never going to be somewhere where you can’t cut yourself ever. its horrible. but i love it.”
romeplows:
I’m spending tonight in the company of multiple glasses of vodka and cranberry juice, two more episodes of Breaking Bad, and the palpable urge to revisit my self-harming days.
“Laurie says (19:56):
…
please
can
we
not
move in
with him...”
i could say some awful things to you.
